dizzy fizzy
1/5
Worst, most miserable hospital I’ve been to. San Antonio Behavioral Health was better and even that place is beyond miserable.
The worst part about Clarity is the staff - they work in a CHILD GUIDANCE CENTER yet seem to despise children, and get off on exerting power on them, setting useless, unnecessary rules and then acting surprised when a child snaps and argues back. They seem to consider themselves prison guards, and they do their best to resemble them. These staff are to correctional officers what a pug is to a wolf; sad, inbred mockeries of what they try so, so hard to mimic. They essentially want the children to behave like trained dogs; sit down, don’t move, don’t speak, and most importantly, never think for yourself, or you’ll find out that their “guidance” is absolute bull.
The therapists aren’t trained to do much except repeat empty platitudes; “I’m sorry, that seems difficult,” or if they’re feeling adventurous, they may recommend that you try GOING OUTSIDE and TRYING NEW THINGS to cure your crippling OCD and MDD. Genius! Why didn’t I think of that!?
The doctors are emotionless husks of people: no matter what you say to them while repeating symptoms you’ve described to them a hundred times prior, you’re met with a blank stare, without fail, only to find out the following day that they’ve put you on a new medicine without informing you — AGAIN. These doctors also seem to think they’re above ever contacting the parents of the children they’re drugging for a paycheck. I was here for 3 weeks and not once did my doctor bother contacting my mother despite her numerous attempts to do so.
Calling this place a hospital would be the equivalent to calling McDonalds a gourmet restaurant. They do not care about your mental health, they do not care about your problems, and they do not care about you, nor do they even bother pretending to; why would they? They get a paycheck regardless - may as well take out their anger on young children for $12 an hour.
Some of the staff are not just rude to the children, though. Some of them are so insatiable in their desire to ruin the days of others that they extend their nasty behavior to the parents of the children, too — Carly (I believe she’s an RN?) being the worst of the (many) examples of this. Upon my mother asking, over the phone, why the staff neglect to inform her of incidents which occurred in the “hospital” regarding me (for example, ripping my hair out, having breakdowns, etc.), Nurse Carly decided to respond huffily. She sneered, “well, if you WANT us to tell you EVERY LITTLE THING…”
It was also not uncommon to hear staff bad-mouthing patients: Lydia was the worst of all, though, and largely hated by the majority of the patients as a result. She would insult patients, calling them “stupid” and calling one young boy an “idiot” (IF it wasn’t that, it was an insult with similar weight — my memory is foggy). Later, she would lie and claim to have never said that. Imagine being tasked to treat traumatized children, many having dealt with gaslighting and emotional abuse, only to FURTHER GASLIGHT THEM.
While I’m name-dropping, I will note that all of the weekend staff and nurses were spectacular, and I never once ran into issues with a single one of them. Carlos was also nice. Felicia (I think that was her name? I believe she was a nurse) was also very kind to me. I will not forget the compassion they showed me. There were a plethora of other staff that showed me similar kindness, and there were others who showed similar cruelty to what was mentioned above. I cannot name them all, but if you were in the former group, thank you, and if you were in the latter… Please, get it together.